#uni is stressing me out atm

[iced-flower-pot]

I love tumblr. Specifically my for you page. It's got everything I am. Moss appreciation post? Check. Gay pirates? Check. Silly angels? Check. Neurodivergent vampires? Check. A genderfluid god? Check. Like?? What's not to love.

[ezlo-x]

having commissions closed atm feels so weird especially since I've been consistently doing them for a while. its like....i should be doing something...

[hella1975]

end of march is crazy for writing like i have a 1.5k essay im doing today and tomorrow, a 2k word essay im doing wednesday and a 1k word research proposal im doing friday. and in the remaining week of the month i am WILLINGLY going to finish taob (~10k OPTIMISTICALLY) and make a solid start on tams (~5k-10k depending on how well writing goes). like yes girl write around 20k words worth of MULTIPLE PROJECTS in a handful of days there is no way this can end badly at all

[numetalkids]

*inhales*.....................DEEP SIGH

[nerdie-faerie]

Have to change my lockscreen. One of my classmates saw it while I was pulling my calculator up to do calculations in lab and asked if I had a Barbie lockscreen and then wouldn't drop it for the rest of the class. No. It's worse it's a doctor who Barbie lockscreen

[you-will-return]

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[dustofthedailylife]

Hello my loves! 🍁

It's been a while (once again... sowwy). Sorry for being MIA for so long.

This year has been so stressful and busy for me but I'm happy to announce that I finally graduated and have my degree! 🥹

It still hasn't quite sunken in that I'm done with uni and it will probably take a little while longer.

I already applied for a legal clerkship and will have to do that for the next two years should I get the position that opens in September and if I don't have to wait longer. It will be a new chapter of my life that I'm both anxious about (especially financially since it's gonna be expensive af and my pay is gonna be absolutely ass) but also look forward to since I'm going to learn new things.

I could go on an extended rant about how my oral exams and everything was so late and how I had to basically do backflips blindfolded while running at high speed to get my application out in time, but that's a story for another time or if it interests you, shoot me an ask 🫶🏻

Either way, I hope you all have been well!

I miss you lot and I hope so much that I'll finally get some time to write something again soon because, gosh, I miss writing too 😭

The shiba is a representation of my current mood. I feel really happy atm.

[areallysourlemon]

Biggering Animation (Behind The Scenes / Work In Progress Log #14)

Hiya everyone So I have an important update to share. I have decided to put the Biggering project on hiatus until I have graduated from university (which is this late November) and actually feel well enough to continue (despite some times I say I'm getting better, when I'm actually not) For the past 7 months (as I have mentioned previously), I have unfortunately been experiencing (yet another) prolonged depressive episode that has made me mentally and physically unwell which has made it very difficult to work on Biggering, it's also been affecting my performance in university. With the stress of my final year (and most important) of uni, I have decided to prioritise my spoons (energy) on my education. In all honesty, I had probably started Biggering while (and i say this lightly) I was in a hypomanic episode. Once I crashed to a point I knew I felt like I could put my life in danger, I immediately booked to see my GP, I waited 2 weeks but then my appointment got cancelled the day before I was scheduled. It upset me to the point I decided to go to urgent care (r.i.p $100 ;0;). While I was there, I asked to be screened for type 2 bipolar/cyclothymic disorder. However, unfortunately, regular doctors can't diagnose psychiatric disorders. So all they could do is recommend me helplines, gave me a doctor's note for a few days off of school and a prescription for antidepressants (with a diagnosis of PDD/dysthymia). I rebooked with a local GP to be put on the waitlist for a public psychiatrist (cause I can't afford private) and when i went back, my doctor said that they didn't get any information back (so when i go see my GP again I'm gonna ask to pester them again cause the public health system sucks massive dookie). It has been an uphill battle to get the help I so desperately need (I have been struggling with mental health complications for about 10 years and each year that passes, the more I think I will never get better). So atm I'm gonna thug it out until then.

[donnyclaws]

Updates, I'm soft closing my patreon 4 my mental and physical health. Figuring out details soonish but I'm gonna take it all very slow rn. School and adult stress and cptsd have started taking far more of a physical toll on me than I'm used to and I need to actually take time to address it, which for me includes putting down this beast I've been managing since I was 16. I will be opening comms again eventually since uni's wrapped for the year but I need a break for art to be Just indulgent again, patreon will become a tip jar with the current posts becoming public when I have the energy 2 do arrange that, I made a longer post on it yesterday if people want to read that, especially patrons if you haven't seen it yet.

Tldr I'm burrowing into bed for a while, will get this truly sorted at whatever pace I can and the same will be true for art. I do more thank you's in the post itself but thank you for the support as always, would not be able to be living atm if it wasn't for this and people's patience with me over the years.

[theladyofdeath]

Sooo currently it's exam period in my country at my uni. Which means I need a lot of motivation, something I lack atm. I use my time wisely catching up on fics instead of studying. So I kindly ask you for some motivation, preferably in the form of Elorcan. Preferably them also needing motivation or stress release. I mean I don't really have a preference as long you like writing a little Elorcan. With maybe Elide still studying for her last exam and Lorcan coming home from work and helping her out or something? Idk? I'm bad at prompts? I know it's not summerish but it's sunny outside and hot and I have to study? So that also summerish? Anyways enjoy your free time and have a wonderful day!!

I am always here for fluffy Elorcan! Good luck on exams! x

Everything on Elide's screen had gone blurry. She'd been staring at it for so long that nothing made sense and letters officially were beginning to look like ancient symbols that had yet to be discovered. She knew that she needed a break, but her last exam of the semester was in fifteen hours and if she wanted to get any sleep tonight, there was no room for breaks.

Even if she desperately wanted one.

Just as she threw her head back with a groan, the front door opened and Lorcan trudged inside. With one look at his fiance, he lifted a brow. "How long has it been since you last moved?"

Elide didn't even know. "An hour...maybe five."

He snorted as he kicked off his shoes and walked across the living room to where she sat on the couch, her laptop on her blanket-covered lap. He leaned down and kissed her, slowly. At the touch of his lips, the tension faded from Elide's body.

"Hi."

"Hi," she whispered, and kissed him again. "How was your day?"

"Better than yours, it seems," he mumbled, plopping down on the couch beside her. "You look stressed."

"I am." She had been stressed all week, it was nothing new. Tomorrow was her last final, the final final she would ever take as a student. After tomorrow, she would be finished, and in the matter of a couple of weeks, she would be a graduate of the University of Perranth with a degree in psychology.

"Why don't you take a break?"

"There's no time for a break."

He blinked, surely thinking that answer was ridiculous but Elide didn't care. This was important to her. "Okay, well, can I do anything for you? Help you study? Bring you wine? Strip tease?"

"You were a horrible student, so I can't say that your help in studying is very tempting," Elide chuckled. "The wine and your nudity, however, are pretty tempting, but both are too distracting for my current state of mind."

Lorcan clicked his tongue and sighed. "How about I go pick up dinner and feed you while you cram, then?"

Elide swore she had never been more in love with him than in that moment. There was a little bistro across the street that had soup made by the gods, and in half an hour, Lorcan was back with a giant container of chicken barley soup that had Elide's mouth watering, and a couple of paninis.

She couldn't help but be distracted by Lorcan as he made his way into the kitchen and took out a couple of bowls and plates to fill them with food. He didn't even notice her watching him - he never seemed to - and Elide had always found that charming.

Five minutes later, the coffee table that Elide had been lovingly using as a footstool was covered in food and drinks - wine included, and even though Lorcan claimed both glasses of wine were for him, she knew better.

"You're trying to get me too tipsy to study," Elide muttered, keeping her laptop up and running while she ate.

"No, I'm not," Lorcan said, mouth full. "I'm just trying to give you enough to take the edge off. You're obviously stressed as hell, and if you won't take my cock for twenty minutes, I'm pouring you wine."

Elide lifted a brow. "Twenty minutes?"

Lorcan just narrowed his eyes and took another massive bite of his sandwich. After he swallowed, he said, "Fine. Fifteen."

Elide continued to stare at him.

Lorcan pursed his lips and took a sip of wine. "No need to be rude, damn."

Despite herself, Elide laughed, and out of the corner of her eye she saw Lorcan's lips twitched. He was always trying to make her smile, even when it didn't seem like it.

It was one of the many reasons that she so desperately wanted to marry him. He always made her smile, always made her laugh. It was a side of him that only she saw - well, she and his closest friends. Lorcan wasn't the warmest of men. In fact, he was rather broody, but for her...he made her whole world a hell of a light brighter.

While they ate, Lorcan kept quiet, but when he was done, he pulled Elide's feet onto his lap and rubbed them through her fluffy socks while she scrolled and read and reviewed her notes...and tried her best not to doze off.

She had no idea how much time had passed before his fingers grew weaker, then slowed, then stopped altogether. She glanced over at him and chuckled.

Her future husband had his head thrown back against the couch cushion and his mouth hanging open. His eyes were closed and he was snoring softly.

"Lor."

Nothing, not even a twitch.

"Lor." She nudged his lap with her toes.

He shot up, his fingers resuming their rubbing. Elide laughed, quietly. "Go to bed. I'll be there soon."

"No, you won't," he said, running his hands up her shins. "You'll be here all night. Which isn't healthy, by the way. In fact, you should take breaks while studying or else the information won't fully stick in your brain. Trust me. Your brain needs time to process."

Elide rolled her eyes.

"Hey, I got my degree. I passed my exams. I know what I'm talking about," he defended. "At least take a few minutes. Take a shower. Or a bubble bath. Pee, for the gods' sake."

Elide groaned, closing her eyes, just now realizing how much they ached. "Alright. Fine. Ten minutes and not a second more."

She wanted to finish out her senior year strong and allowing herself to become distracted wouldn't help her do it. Even if she had been studying all day.

All fucking day.

The second Elide shut her laptop, she felt guilty. But, Lorcan was there, taking her hands into his and pulling her onto his lap.

She nuzzled into his shoulder and took a deep breath as he wrapped his arms around her.

"You know that I'm so proud of you, right?"

His voice was quiet, hardly more than a whisper. Elide leaned back. There was nothing but pure adoration and support in his eyes.

"I know," she said, and kissed him, softly. "Thank you."

He nodded and twisted a strand of her long, dark hair around his finger. "I know it hasn't been easy for you to get here, but you..." he shook his head and huffed a laugh. The genuine affection in his gaze had her tearing up. "You made it, El. No matter how tomorrow goes - and it's going to go great, because you've been studying your ass off - but, no matter how it goes, I hope you're proud of yourself. You're going to be a college graduate. Have a degree from one of the best universities in the country. That's amazing."

Elide nodded because she didn't trust herself to speak. She would be the first in her family to get a college education as far as she knew. Her parents died young, but her uncle, who she had lived with after their deaths, hadn't gone to college. No, he had just been a lazy, drunk asshole that Elide tried to ignore as much as possible until she turned eighteen and got the hell out of there.

"I love you," he said, once it was clear that she was getting nothing out. He kissed her forehead. "Pee. Take a quick shower." When she raised a brow, he held his hands up in surrender. "I promise to stay out and not try to steal your innocence."

There was no point in saying that he had "stolen" her innocence at least a million times.

Elide snorted.

"When you come back out, I'll have all this shit cleaned up and I'll let you study the night away."

There was no point in denying his wishes. She did have to pee horribly and knew that her hair needed a good washing. She did it quickly, though, and fifteen minutes later, she was walking back towards her spot on the couch.

Lorcan was in the kitchen, washing dishes, and although the coffee table had been cleared of their dinner, there was a newly filled glass of wine and a full glass of ice water sitting on the glass. She suppressed a smile, checked out Lorcan's ass while he dried a plate and put it in the cabinet, then snuggled back up on the couch to boot up her laptop, yet again.

Once Lorcan was done, he plopped back down on the couch. Elide's eyes left her screen and found his. "Not going to bed?"

Lorcan shook his head as he fought a yawn. "I'm here to keep you company and support you until your beautiful brain can't hold anymore information." He pulled her feet back onto his lap. "Study away. Let me know when you're ready for me to quiz you."

The fact that he was obviously exhausted and was too stubborn to leave her to study alone made her love him all the more. She was truly lucky to have found someone so...so....right. He was different from anyone she had ever known.

He was everything.

Soon, she would be a graduate of the University of Perranth.

Then, she would be Lorcan Salvaterre's wife.

[webslingingslasher]

hey so uhh, idk how to say this but i need to talk to someone about this. its a long read so i get it of you skip this.

1) im not in the us nor any other 1st world country (this is relevant i promise)

im a freshman atm. i moved to a main city with many unis to one of the top unis in the country. i have a full ride which means i only have to pay for living expenses. im lucky enough to have my parents pay for it, i know that better than anyone. i also come from a city which is known for having a gated community filled with very rich people. i have stressed many times i am not from said gated comunity, in fact from the opposite side of the city. i also want to add that they do not consider my city, or any other city a 'real city' because they are not the capital of the country.

i live walking distance in a non walkable city so my rent is high in comparison to other places but theres amenities in this place that make it so worth it (all furniture, washer & dryer, hot&cold water included, cooking utensils, everything transplant students may need). no one here thats not in my situation will understand it (most students are native to the city and in general moving away to study is not very common in my country) and i get that.

i keep sensing that the specific group of my classmates which have become my friends because i obviously knew no one here (i hang with them the most) have this underlying animosity towards me and i dont know if i'm over thinking this, but i do have a history of choosing terrible people to befriend (not morals wise just in the way they treat me)

today in the gc they were joking about deportation and kept insisting i would get deported. (im white in a poc country (which most of the students at my uni are too)) i said i would get deported to a poor area of the country know for its farmland, given that my family actually DOES come from there, and i dont mean like four generations back, my parents were both born less that 10 years after my grandparents moved out.

to which both replied by telling me to 'stop pretending i have a struggle story' and to just 'admit im priviledged'. obviously, im offended. i never said i had a struggle story, i just stated the province my family is from and i've never acted as if im not priviledged. i like to consider myself to be hyper aware of my economic position considering my parents have always made it very clear where we stand politically and economically.

its not just those comments, there have been other things. i invited them over once and one of them (ill call her A) said for what i pay its not worth it and i could find a better place somewhere else (proceeded to indicate an area which is not walkable) after asking repeatedly to inform her if there were any units empty and if i wanted a roomate. she kept repeating my place 'is not worth it' for about a week after.

one time in class A mentioned how she was named after a telenovela and i said i didnt know about it. she kept dragging my not knowing on until i googled it. said telenovela ended YEARS before we were born and it was from another country, so obviously i didnt know. she proceeded to yell "if you dont have any culture its fine, just admit it"

as i mentioned, im white in a poc country. people always ask me where i'm from and sometimes insist when i dont say us/europe. sometimes i joke about it but only with certain people. these uni people are not in that group. i'm really proud of where i'm from and my culture, and i'm always defending it, so its really fucking annoying to be told i have no culture over a telenovela from a country thats a 12hr plane ride away.

she makes comments about how "i disgust her" and how shes "tired of me" but plays them off as jokes whener i make comments about having to leave uni after class because i need to buy groceries or i talk about back home (for example how our traffic jams are smaller, we are a smaller city, duh).

these comments also come when i mention i get takeout or something, which for context i will say is once a month since i cannot afford it all the time. comments will also come whenver i mention something about living alone like doing the laundry, cleaning days or my neighbours. they all live with their families in their childhood homes, but i kinda want someone to talk to about these things.

they will also judge my food habits and tell me to eat more sustainable stuff. i dont bring heavy foods to school. instead i bring light stuff like oats, yogurts, salads and bars since they are easier to make. they all take strong, home cooked meals which take time to cook to uni. they all live with their parents, of course they will always have a hearty meal. i'm learning how to cook. i cant waste food on complicated recepies i will probably get wrong just to keep up. i make my best efforts at home when i have the time. i take the safe meals to uni and when i dont have time/the food i buy at uni.

another thing that reslly frustrates me is that they always critisize me buying food but always expect some from it and will sometimes take it forcefully. once i bought a piece of pie which they all shitted on me for but they then tried to shame me into giving them some and 'letting them try it'. when i said i wasnt giving them any one of them ripped it from my hands and started running away to try it. that was not the only time they've ripped my food from my hands/ shoved it in my bag.

im not a total pushover and i do put my foot down but they always act as if im the one in the wrong when i do. i've also taken to just buying my food quietly and eating it a home.

one time A made a comment about me being 'so fucking rich' to which i said she doesnt live with me, she doesnt know anything. she then told me to not get upset.

she knows damn well i have a full ride, and i've said many times i could never afford this uni without a full ride. even with 75%, i couldnt make it. my parents are counting pennies back home so that i can study. i turn my breakers down in the middle of the caribbean heat to help with the light bill. im not the fucking oligarch she seems to think i am.

i've told her before im here because of my parents and their effort, and im aware all this sounds like typical rich kid talk, but my dad wouldnt eat when he was a uni student. he got a full ride to a uni and lived in a hostel. his mum would send him chicken once a week and he had to eat it in three days before it went bad since he didnt have a fridge. the other four days? he had to figure it out. my mum dropped out of uni twice. once to take care of my sick grandmother who still died and a second time because 2008 hit and they could barely feed two babies, let alone financially support other family members like they were expected to. my only chance at education has been scholarships, a fact which has been drilled into me since i was six.

obviously she doesnt know this, which to me means she further shouldnt be making comments about my economic position or my family.

i try to keep my mouth shut but all this is very annoying.

idk, am i the one in the wrong? or am i just overthinking this? if im being a spoiled brat i'd like to know. obviously i wont kiss away my apartment/my scholarship/my parents goodbye just because but i will watch my mouth more

idk. this is all over the place and messy. if you even read this i thank you, if you have any response even more

either way it feels good to let it go. i really dont have anyone else to talk to this about

you don't have to or need to explain your way into empathy with your "friends." i can't decide if they're jealous of you or just like having someone in the group to constantly bully.

your parents are working their hardest to support you and you're working your hardest to prove them right and i don't think they would like how your friends treat you.

i'm sending you a hug. <3333

[ridiculously-over-obsessed]

Commission Time!!

Hi guys!! Your favourite broke bitch is back 🤡 no but seriously, the cost of living atm is a freaking joke rn and I am desperately trying to cover bills and pay off the last of my debt and save up some money so I figured I’d set up something that people could actually commission (y’know because doing that for fic is lowkey illegal and it’s kind of my only skill SIGH)

SO. Instead of fic, I’m selling original fiction, short stories that kind of thing, maybe for your loved ones on their special days or just for yourself because you can (and you deserve a little treat let’s be honest, you’ve been working so hard lately)

Examples of original work here:

1 || 2 || 3 || 4

(Excuse the weird file names, these were all for uni last year)

I also do NSFW pieces on commission. See the kind of work I usually do here

Additionally, I’m offering beta services for cost, be it for fic or for essays, original work of your own etc, I’ve done some recently and can provide that reference on request. 

AND I’m offering tutoring for all you students out there because I know it’s stressful af, I’ve been there. Despite my crippling mental health problems I actually do/did pretty well academically, and I can tutor the following (my grades can again be provided on request):

- English Lang/Lit (11-16, 16-18, Undergrad)

- History (11-16 and 16-18)

- Religious Education, Philosophy and/or Ethics (11-16, 16-18, Undergrad)

FINALLY!! 😅 I make graphics/moodboards/montages on commission too, find egs under the cut!!

Please feel free to dm me for more information, rates, and anything else you might want/need from me, I’m offering all of this until at least September when I’m back at uni again because literally what else do I have on right now dfklgjdflg, so feel free to hit me up whenever and we can talk about what you want and/or need from me 🥰

Alternatively if you’re just feeling generous my Paypal link is below, I’d really appreciate anything anyone can do, including reblogging this post that’d be SUPER swell, big love to all of you 🥺💖

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EGS OF GRAPHICS:

[idk-i-want-mcl-content]

This is one of my Candy's for New Gen, her nickname's Dia and I think she's going to date Roy? I do ship them a lot. She uses she/her pronouns and has an energetic personality :) btw, if you want to add me my user is " imeliii #158 " in the english server :) (also mega thank you to candysweetpost for sharing the assets to make our own candys :D) A little ramble about her under the cut <3 I'm still trying to figure out what I want to do with her.

Left image is actual Dia and right image is Dia like one or one and a half year before working for Devenmentiel, while she was in college. I imagine that she did skateboarding for a really long time and in general was a really active person, she was a part of one of her college's sports team* because girlie was getting that scholarship ofc At the time she had this really beautiful light blue hair color as you can see, and she used extensions. But after certain event** her life took a 180º turn and now she misses that hair color :) because it makes her nostalgic because (specially) her middle years of college she thinks it was one of the most stressful times in her life but she was really REALLY happy. So let's say, her switching from that really bold light blue to this dark blue was emotionally hard for her (but it HAD to be done, girlie's a natural brunette and it was a miracle she didn't end up bald or something lol)

I imagine her having a patchy tan lol and quite a lot of scars, mainly in her right arm and knees.

*(I'm guessing they also have those in France? in my uni we just have basketball, chess and table tennis I think?) ** ATM I don't have any idea of what that event might be, meeenos mal que es mi OC lol

[sansaorgana]

Hey 💖

I just read about your family stress and I'm sorry you're going through that. It's hard when family should be there to support you but doesn't... 😒

I hope things will get better for you 🙏🏻 I send you a virtual hug 🫂

Also I'm the anon that just send a Buck request. And i sent that before I read that post, so, take your time and don't feel pressured or anything, okay?

Have a great day/evening whatever anyways.🤗💕🌻

Hello love! Thank you so much for reaching out to me 🤗 It's stressful and this person showed her true colours although my mum and I are not surprised tbh Anyway I've already found a solution and talked to my friend so in case if I don't get all my stuff out of this city on time, I can leave them at my friend's place and I can also crash on her couch when I have to be in this city for uni things. I won't be homeless 🤡 Just stressed about moving out and having exams at the same time...

I loved your request! Please, keep in mind I'm trying to write them chronologically and I have like 10 in my inbox atm ☺️ So I will get to it eventually 🤗

Thank you once again, have a nice day / evening as well 😇 I bought me some bottle of wine for my birthday on Sunday but I think I'll open it now lmao I need it xd

[kpophubb]

Hello my precious Mia❣

I haven't heard from you in so, so long and I miss you so much. I hope you're ok and doing well.

I hope wherever you are in life and whatever it is that you're doing, you're genuinely happy. A soul as beautiful and pure as yours deserves to feel true, genuine happiness as often as possible. Please remember that I'm always here for you no matter what and I will always be someone you can call a friend.

I love you :(

- Bri❣❣

Hi bri!!🥺😭🫶🏻💛 my sunshine!! I was gone for so long and didn’t fully come back on here yet but gosh I missed you so much and couldn’t stop thinking about all my friends here esp you!

tmi- I mean.. you knew I’ve been talking to you since last year so excitedly how I wanted to move countries for my studies!!🥹 and I worked so hard for it and finally did it but like…yk a lot of bad things happened and my education agency actually scammed around $ 15000 and also messed up all my application documents.. and I found out about it after I came here? It was so stressful, everyday was filled with panic attacks and constant prayers to fix everything..and it was admist ramadan too so I was fasting on top of all this stress. It kinda affected my mental and physical health a lot💔

And then all of a sudden life got so hectic, that issue kinda got resolved and living alone all by myself while studying medicine and surgery in uni with shit ton of assignments, exams, lab practicals and lectures to study actually consumes all of my time and I can barely find time to sleep! >:( communication is hard for me atm bc I can’t find the time (to even call my parents sometimes😭) so I’ve been away from tumblr for so long! And I’m waiting for my break to come so I can come back here and post and answer asks and everything but my break is a long wayy and before that I have to go through so much more as my exams are also coming up.

don’t worry, my kindest sunshine, I’m happy nonetheless. This is all I wanted and I’m working hard everyday for a dream I had in my heart since the day I learned to dream. :’)💕 to be independent, admirable, kind and someone worthy who can make herself proud!! I miss you and love you so much and IM TERRIBLY SORRY FOR BEING A FRIEND ATM WHO CANT BE THERE TO TALK TO YOU AS MUCH😭

know that I will always love you the same, know that I’ll never forget all the love, support, encouragement you’ve given me and know that even if we are reborn in another lifetime, I’ll come back to you and find you and be friends with you again just to love you and take care of you. That’s how much you mean to me bri!!💘

I hope you’re healthy, happy and sleeping well!! (Pls sleep well I hope your insomnia is getting better now) *big tight hugs* and kisses to my precious girl.

[steelycunt]

hi.... wanted to pop in to tell you that over the past couple of days Ive been reading some of your rs work and augh. ough. I really really love your style. do you have any original writing out there too, by chance? I think your sense of characterization and emotional rhythm is just so strong. pulled me out of a real haze of uni stress. thank you for that. mwah

hii thank you sm thats so sweet im glad you enjoyed them!! i do not have anything original atm but it is something id like to do a bit more of especially short story writing n such so hopefully at some point!! n from one uni student to another i hope your uni stress eases off soon...mwah!! thanks for sucha lovely message : ^ ))